You know, sometimes happiness is just so damn elusive.
Sometimes life is just hard and the people you want to believe in betray you.
Sometimes they go crazy, disown you, fucking die.
Sometimes your heart breaks. (A lot of the time your heart breaks.)
Sometimes you go on medication. Numb that shit out.
Sometimes, days or weeks or even years pass like that.
Then sometimes, new people show up.
And convince you that you’re strong enough to drop the meds.
So sometimes you do that, too.
And sometimes you actually are.
all scrumptious and puffy. And you like him so much that
Sometimes, you invite him inside of you.
And pretty much always, he accepts.
Sometimes, happiness isn’t all that elusive after all.
Sometimes, you realize with surprise, it’s actually pretty fucking direct.